♥ILY♥

babes..friends..my lovely bi
this just a passed blog
actually i dont feel i want to update
because already pass 2 day
but now im moody and im sad
that why i choose to update this post
make myself crying again

Bi..my lovely..my future husband
I know u wont leave me easily
although that time u breakup with me
i know u still love me
i know u still care me miss me

Im crying seriously that day
when i saw your message send to jie jie
you said..you cant take care of me anymore
you cant kiss hug love me anymore
my tears drop by because of the message
I call you..you dont answer my call
I sms you..you dont reply my sms
Im keep crying..crying..crying
finally you are call me back in 5min
I answer quickly..u ask me what happend
i ask you..really u want end this sweet relationship?
you tell me its too late now..you cant accept me anymore
Im ask you for return back that word..
you say you cant do that..its too late for us..
I need to accept the true
you call me find a bf that more good than you
that time I know you wont leave me easily
because when we talk you still use ma and bi
you still love me..you still care me

for more awhile
U end the call..U send a sms to me
really..really sorry..bi cant accept ma again..
bi hard to take care ma in bi life..
because ma..because ma bi need to do this
bi sorry because alot of problem bi have
made ma headche..cry everyday..worry bi
bi end this relationship today
not because bi got other girl
not because bi not love ma anymore
just bi want to be alone..bi and ma become a best friends

Im cryin ..I cant stop..
I call him accept me back
I call him..I sms him..I call him
finally..finally..finally..finally
this second i need to thanks my god that gave chance to me again
he call me promise him..
wont control him anymore..because he dont like..
he are a gangster in taman muda..my hse area..
he need a freedom ..I promise him that time
he promise me too..he will not leave me anymore
he will not say breakup this word anymore

I need to said
Bi I love you
forever
forever
you are the one who most important in my life
without you I cant life..
without you I wont study
without you I will be a stupid people