♥♥student ekonomi♥♥

pelajar ekonomi are funny today
especially khairul..the story..
actually i dont know well..but khairul told me some
when recess times..khairul too free
he going to disturb fariza for something
fariza in bad mood status that times
ondaway back to class..fariza asked khairul why why why
but khairul never answer..cz he dint listen
fariza start angry get mad on him
fariza throw his beg and his book into the taman reaksi
just down of ekonomi class

start we all laugh at 2nd and 3rd floor
they become more famous in school seraya
especially fariza..she a gangster in school form 5 only
but maybe form 4 also same..but i dont know
arrrrrrr!!! actually fariza not bad for me
she a good girl..she a good student for me
but..i confused why they will disturb he
i wont confused because fariza get mad
because fariza dont like people disturb her when she r serious

the story are E.N.D
more more more dont ask me
because i dont know too!
haha..anyway z00 are cancel
PD class is not allow..z00 trip is just for SN..PA and EK
PD is stupid class..maybe for teacher..for us are sure
friday plan stay at home..morning out with bi
noon waiting yan come my house
nite cant meet bi..because bi went KL
so have fun at home with yan

yeah
yeah
yeah

♥ILY♥

babes..friends..my lovely bi
this just a passed blog
actually i dont feel i want to update
because already pass 2 day
but now im moody and im sad
that why i choose to update this post
make myself crying again

Bi..my lovely..my future husband
I know u wont leave me easily
although that time u breakup with me
i know u still love me
i know u still care me miss me

Im crying seriously that day
when i saw your message send to jie jie
you said..you cant take care of me anymore
you cant kiss hug love me anymore
my tears drop by because of the message
I call you..you dont answer my call
I sms you..you dont reply my sms
Im keep crying..crying..crying
finally you are call me back in 5min
I answer quickly..u ask me what happend
i ask you..really u want end this sweet relationship?
you tell me its too late now..you cant accept me anymore
Im ask you for return back that word..
you say you cant do that..its too late for us..
I need to accept the true
you call me find a bf that more good than you
that time I know you wont leave me easily
because when we talk you still use ma and bi
you still love me..you still care me

for more awhile
U end the call..U send a sms to me
really..really sorry..bi cant accept ma again..
bi hard to take care ma in bi life..
because ma..because ma bi need to do this
bi sorry because alot of problem bi have
made ma headche..cry everyday..worry bi
bi end this relationship today
not because bi got other girl
not because bi not love ma anymore
just bi want to be alone..bi and ma become a best friends

Im cryin ..I cant stop..
I call him accept me back
I call him..I sms him..I call him
finally..finally..finally..finally
this second i need to thanks my god that gave chance to me again
he call me promise him..
wont control him anymore..because he dont like..
he are a gangster in taman muda..my hse area..
he need a freedom ..I promise him that time
he promise me too..he will not leave me anymore
he will not say breakup this word anymore

I need to said
Bi I love you
forever
forever
you are the one who most important in my life
without you I cant life..
without you I wont study
without you I will be a stupid people

♥z00♥

waiting for friday
maybe went to zoo with my stupid skul
or maybe not..because because
I feel my teacher mind are like a children mind
secondary school form 5 student go zoo?
with family trip maybe for me are normal
but with school for moral folio..for me are not normal..
gila or stupid or children mind ?
my bi ask me..why you dont want follow ?
I answer him..because you are not with me
everyday i ask him bring me to z00 see my brother and sister
he say its waste money and nothing to do inside z00
I still want..finally my bi promise me after may exam he will bring
but but but..this friday school trip to z00.
I dont think so that i will join..
this need depend on my bi
because friday hang out with my bi and his friends
hold his hand..kiss him..hug him deeply..
I wait this moment..yah 3 more day

but the sad
i dont know my stupid dad allow anot to not attend zoo trip anot
i hope he are allow because he r promise something for me before

♥27-4♥

hey noon..
Is quite boring now
so plan to blogging something
because because the reason just guess it
because I am boring like hell
facebook now adayz is quite boring
myspace all my buddy are offline
let talk about anything
just let me try write out

some of them asked my school life

TITLE = SCHOOL LIFE
school life is suck for me
totally..I wait until this year
from when im 14 years old
I enter to secondary school
I wish i can reach form 5 as fast as possible
finally..this year..this year
Im form 5..I need to having big big exam in my life
this exam for some of them are important
some of them say "sap sap sui"
for me..this exam are not important..
if you are not finding goverment work or office work
is not important at alls..for me is not
because i will finding makeup teacher
my class form teacher is quite nice
i love her alot..i know her since i form 2
until now..she teaching me around 3 years!
of course wont forget my subject teacher
BM.BI.MATH.SN.PDG.SJ.MORAL
I had 7 subject in my SPM..i never take seni hate alot!
subject teacher of them most i love are
sure is BM and MORAL
because both of subject teacher like to kidding
wont feel boring..wont feel sleepy..
other that..really feel sleepy when they enter to my class

after that..sure my family life
family life for me not that important more
because 1day i can argue with them more than 10times
what the meaning become a family?
some of them im jealous with other family
they had a sweet memory with family
but me had a bad memory with family
dont feel wanna talk about family more

changed topic..the last my relationship life
my relationship life for me
I love status now..
babes..dont worry about me
forget pass..welcome new..
my new lover..not bad for me..good for me
he know how to care
he know how to settle my family problem with me
he know what i need and what i hate
I love him alots
although we together 2month more
but i believe this relationship will be FOREVER

E.N.D for today post

♥我爱你♥

Bi..my lovely Bi..my lovely future husband
today..we had together 2month 3day
i never giveup you in my life
u never giveup me in your life
because we promise to each other
we will hold each other hand
we will hold each other heart
until forever..until our baby give birth
this we had promise each other
after we couple 1month
this wishes..will be come true one day
really really will be come true one day in my life

I control myself dont to control you
I tell myself dont care you like a children
I control myself to wait you no matter what
I tell myself..the person i love forever is you
my heart only you..No one can replace you in my heart
only you i will love until forever

Countdown 3day
maybe after 3day i will hold your hand and enjoy our day
maybe one of your best friends is follow..
I never angry him at alls..I never blame him at alls
because of him..i can hold your hand..enjoy our day..
because of him..i only can hang out with you
he be our driver..himself only..
sometimes we have joke in the car and in the waterfall
because i take him as my best friends..close friends
although i know him a short 2 month
but i know..he a good boy..he dont mind to do all this
-fetch us to waterfall..
-fetch us to everywhr
-fetch me reached home

Countdown 3day
my house have a bbq party..
all relatives are gathering on that day..
not only that day relatives can meet
because some of them are near by my house
some of them are stay far from my house
I really hope..that day you are with me
I really hope i can hold your hand intro to my family members
that you are my forever bf and future husband
I really hope this will be come true
I even ask you more than 10 times
you answer me..you only can meet me for 10min more in the nite
because you need head to kuala lumpur with yr friends
for settle something urgent..I allow you to go
I never blame you..because i know you wont be lie me
because i know you wont be cheat me
because i know ..no matter whr you go..your heart still got me

Im keep on my brain to thinking now
friday nite how my house will be
friday nite how many person will be share room with me
actually i quite hate people share room with me except my bi
only him can share room with me..only him..only him
but i dont have any choice..that room are mine..so what ?
i need to share with my cousin that come from setapak too
I dont mind to share..but please..dont touch all my thing

I remember..since u all come..since u all enter to my room
you all will keep ask..why you so many cartoon ?
why you so many pillow ? why your room so big
actually i hate to answer them..but i need to answer too
I wont be show my moody face on that day
maybe some second or minit i will show
because my heart is thinking about my bi not all of you
I hope my bi is here with me on friday nite
I hope my bi is hold my hand to bbq together
I hope my bi can bbq some hotdog some food for me
I know its a sweet moment times..but i dont have it
because he need to settle something urgent in kl
i allow..i dont mind..i never blame him
because i know he will still love me
he will still miss me whether whr he go

friday..maybe a sweet times for me and my family
but..i need my bi..i need my bi accompany
only sms my bi can accompany
only some call my bi can accompany
1 day 1 of his voice..im okey..
i dont need much..
2month 3day relationship
I hope this relationship can until forever

Bi-wan
I love you
I will waiting you hold my hand intro to my family one day
Iwill waiting you hold my hand intro to your family one day
I will waiting this day..
Please wearing our diamond ring
Please remember our sweet memory in waterfall
Please remember our sweet memory at some memory place

BI I LOVE YOU MORE THAN I LOVE MY FAMILY

♥你们是最好的♥

谢谢你们
很谢谢你们
很想用一顿好吃的晚餐来感激你们

刚从马六甲回来
很久没和妈妈出去逛街了
当天到今天很不开心
当天被人骂
今天老公突然不要我了
他不要我的原因
是是是是.
我不听话..他很难照顾我
他愿意放弃我在他的世界里
我根本不会放弃他

求老公很久了..
求他不要放弃我
求他不要离开我
他告诉我.他做不到了
因为太迟了
还以为不要给家人知道我们分开的事情
我在电话求老公已经半小时
哭都半小时了..老公还是不肯..
只有尊重老公

老公关电话...寄一信息给我
内容---Sorry bi cant do that..its too late
看了越哭越严重
就这样的2个月我们结束了

真的以为我们结束了
我信息告诉老公
因为我打给他..他不接我电话..没办法..只好寄信息
告诉他..内容在下面
Bi ma please with bi
ma respect bi ..leave bi alone..
but please bi think properly about bi future
ma wont leave bi easily and alone no matter what

多下他信息回来..
他叫我答应他
不再不听话..不再坏蛋
我答应了
我们没事了
他回心转意了

我爱他
第59天!

♥♥心情马马♥♥

最近心情还是马马的
不是很好..也不是很坏..
不知道为什么
也许是我伤风的问题
伤风很辛苦
晚上睡不到..到三更半夜才能入睡
超辛苦的 T_T
好才有我的老公陪伴我
他最了解我..他最关心我..他最疼爱我
我只想依靠他呀!
他最重要的!

多1天就是我们的2个月!
才兴奋..不过我知道不能和他出去度过
只有陪他信息..打给他告诉他"我爱他"吧了
因为他工作的问题..他不能休息..
因为根本不够人手做工!!
有谁要做吗?
告诉我!!我帮你
薪水马马的
不是很多也不是很少
不过做这份工很轻松..不用出力
可以开玩笑..可以谈天..可以吹冷气
超爽>对我来说

写到这
多下要回娘家了
好久都没回娘家
实在他想念了
想念舅舅仔
想念中中舅舅
想念我的娘娘

我老公又睡着了
只能等待他的信息
有一次亲他..当他睡觉
不过他没感觉到我在亲他
因为他在做工地方睡觉
的确的..他是黑社会
最好不要惹他
我惹他.他疼.他不骂.他不生气.
因为我是他老婆

打是疼
骂是爱
有听过吗?
学学吧!
我爱他!
永远
不会改变的!